cfp 6/22/09

Hello,

I figured I better step in and do the update today. Mistress Susan left for work a very depressed woman today because of what happened in the ADM election. I tried to warn Her that might happen but She didn't listen. It was sad to see Her like a sad pup today after she's been in such a good mood lately. I am endorsing Miss Melanie for ADM.

I was forced to go around the town picking up dog shit last Saturday and it was the most humiliating thing of all time not to mention the grossest. I'm trying to walk the straight and narrow to please the Mistress so I don't have to do that again. As usual, I spent a lot of the weekend locked in the straitjacket and still no orgasm. :( It seems like forever since I've gotten to cum. I miss it badly and ache for release.

Still no feet either. Mistress Susan hasn't let me even come close to Her feet since the power change. She locks her shoes in the closet and hides the key and Jen locks hers in her room. As soon as I get home, Susan also makes me remove my shoes immediately and keeps them locked up too and always sprays my feet with foot spray so I won't even be tempted to sniff them. I'm so frustrated.

It might sound like complaining but believe me, I am very content and I hope we can stay in these rolls forever. Sure, I want to cum bad and worship some pretty, sweaty feet but that is not my decision nor should it be. I just hope it's soon because I'm dyyyyyyying for it.

The chastity belt never is off when my hands are free and it fits like a second skin. Mistress Susan or Mistress Jen cuffs my hands behind me each night and washes my pussy and dries it but they always keep the belt right back on because they don't trust me. I guess I can't blame them. But God, I so miss touching myself. I'm home alone right now and would give my left tit to go lay on the bed and masturbate but I can only dream of it. Even a powerful Wahl vibe can't penetrate the belt nearly enough to get me off. Not even close.

There is more bad news for me potentially. Mistress Susan has been offered a program director job in Bakersfield, Ca. She will go down to check things out later this week. I know it would be much better money for Her but I desperately want her not to accept it. All of our friends are here and I can't imagine having to move away from Jen. But as is everything these days the decision is hers. She's been at the same job for 10 years now which is an eternity for people like her. Bakersfield is no Modesto and it's about 6 hours from here. :(

Though I can't masturbate to any of these pictures because of the cold, unrelenting steel between my legs, I will post them anyway. Please enjoy since I obviously can't.

Andrea

1. Farrah Fawcett (actress)
2. Ellen Degeneres (talk show host)
3. Christina Applegate (woman who has admitted to liking shit sandwiches)
4. Britney Spears (once spent 2 days in hell just to see how hot it was)
5. Salma Hayek (greaser actress, who can't actually act at all)

Long time no see

Hello,

It's been a long time but I am officially back in action. Mistress Susan told me this morning that she is adding me to this blog and lifting my Internet ban. While I am thrilled that Susan has taken charge of this relationship, she knew I wasn't happy at all about having to stay away from the computer.

While my feelings no longer mean much in this relationship, Susan knew it was wearing on me not being able to do what I enjoy most and that's being online. She said there will be some restrictions so I better not post any sort of pictures just yet.

I'm so happy she finally has taken on the Domme role. Since I was a young girl, my main fantasy in the whole D/s thing has been as me as a sub. Naturally I wound up with a woman who wanted the same so for years I played the mean Mistress role.

I do have one thing to admit and that's that at times I deliberately went too far in my strictness with Susan hoping she'd snap and take on the Domme role. A few times in briefly worked but never for too long. I think the past few years of virtually no orgasms did the trick though. LOL

I know she still has a sub side and will explore it at times but she seems ready to step into the lead role now and I couldn't be more thrilled. I fear she will retaliate by making me go extreme long periods with no orgasms for all the times I did that to her. I hope not but I'll do as she says.

She's had me almost exclusively in chastity so far which is most frustrating. She also has done something with my Domme boots. I've looked everywhere possible for them and I fear she may have thrown them away.

The thing I miss most is her feet. She taunts me with them all the time. Paints her nails, kisses and sniffs her own feet right in front of me but hasn't let me so much as lay a hand on them ever since the role reversal. I'm going insane with desire for them.

I won't even talk about the car I'm being forced to drive. I miss my Nissan so bad it's not even funny. Luckily for me the weather has been great so far this month, mainly in the 70s and 80s which is unheard of this time of year around here. But I know the unbearable heat is near and I'll be in hell inside Jen's car. They told me I might get my own car back by November. :( Obviously I can't wait.

OK, got to go now. I just wanted to say a few words to announce my return but Susan and Jen left me a list a mile long of chores to do today so I definitely need to get busy. It is good to be back though and I'm thankful for Susan for making it happen and adding me to her blog.

Andrea