Thursday, 30 July 2009
Celeb feet update 7/30/09
Hello,
I am scheduling this update to appear in the middle of the night. Susan and I will be gone for a day or two. We haven't decided if we will spend the night yet or not. It depends on the rates at the motels.
I posted a Mike Huckabee for President picture today but he would not be my first choice. But I'd choose anyone on earth over the miserable douche we have now. I do like Huckabee but my first choice would still be Newt Gingrich. Susan goes back and forth between Newt and Romney. I also think Rick Perry of Texas would be a fine choice. Just please no more moderates. Blehhhhh.
I had a good day on Wednesday with my MS symptoms. The only thing that went haywire all day was my left pinkie that went totally numb for about a half hour. I can deal with little stuff like that. I suppose I shouldn't say it's MS until a concrete diagnosis is made though. There's at least a small chance it could be lupus too since lupus has many of the same signs as MS. I guess between the two lupus would be the lesser of two evils. I don't want it to be either though but I'm realistic.
No tease session happened Wednesday night. Susan cuffed my hands behind me and removed my chastity belt to wash me but it went right back on. She was kind of in a bitchy mood anyway and went to bed early. Well, you guys were supposed to talk Susan into letting me cum and not one of you did! Sheesh! What's a girl supposed to do to get an orgasm around here? Come on!
Andrea
1. Bai Ling (actress)
2. Carrie Underwood (singer who typically bleeds over 50 gallons of blood during her periods.)
3. Avril Lavigne (singer and CEO of the Los Angeles Lakers) (The WORLD CHAMPION LOS ANGELES LAKERS to Susan and Limittest) :P
4. Gwyneth Paltrow (America hating liberal)
5. Alicia Douvall (model)
Celeb feet update 7/29/09
Hello,
I am taking some vacation time this week along with Susan. We will be going out of town tomorrow to the coast so that should be very fun and a lot cooler. I'm sick and tired of every single day being well over a hundred degrees.
If I post pictures of female feet that I have posted in the past, please have patience. I only have about 9,000 pictures to work with and odds are there will be reposts from time to time. I got a scathing email from Lauren earlier today. Here is an excerpt from this unpleasant email.
" Susan and Andrea, please stop posting fucking pictures that we've seen before and come up with some new shit. You two are loooooosers. Get with it. Also all you girls out there better stop insinuating that I am black. If you keep it up, I will track each of you down and slice your throats. " ~ Lauren
So as you can see, Lauren is quite angry with this blog.
Well, the time has come to come to grips with things for me. While Susan has been on the blogs over the years worrying that she has some terrible disease, the truth of the matter is that I most likely do. I've known for a few years but have never discussed it. My doctor told me a few years ago that she strongly suspects that I have Multiple Sclerosis.
I tried to ignore it but deep down I know it's true. What started off years ago as tingling in my arms and legs and occasional weakness, it has progressed into more pressing issues. Recently my vision became blurry and I would see occasional black spots. I often drop things with my left hand and it doesn't have much strength. I also get very light headed often and at times my mouth feels numb, like when you get shots at the dentist.
So I guess it's time to see a neurologist and get an MRI to confirm what is now the obvious. I don't play softball much lately and have had to stop my runs at night. I tried to stay very active in hopes that the disease would not progress, but it has. I do have great periods when I go weeks and even months with no symptoms at all, which is typical of MS in many people. This gives me hope that it's relapsing MS and not progressive which is more rare and often leads to severe disability.
My doctor thinks that if it is MS that it won't be the bad kind, not that any of it is good. But at least if I have a definite diagnosis that I can begin treatment and hopefully feel better. I get depressed at times thinking about it but for the most part I stay optimistic. I am determined to live an active and happy life no matter what and I think I will.
One of my fears is that Susan would not want to stay with me if I have MS but she has assured me she will. Hell, she still thinks she has it too, but I know she doesn't. She doesn't have any of the signs like I do. Her problem is that she is so fearful that she has it that her mind gives her the symptoms. But she is fine, unlike me.
As I said, I have known about this for a while and finally decided to tell you all, though I suspect Joyce, Non and Lauren are the only ones who check in here. I just told you because I suspect things might get worse for me. One thing I DO NOT want is sympathy so please don't go there. None of it, please. I don't feel sorry for myself and nor should you. As Susan always says in her political rants, "you reap what you sow. " If I do have this, it's because I deserve it. I believe God punishes his children in the human flesh. God will not punish me beyond the grave because of my faith and acceptance of His Son, Jesus Christ. So I feel this is punishment for my earthly sins and I accept it. I have no choice.
Whether it's MS or something else, I will face it bravely. Who cares if it's bad? This life is but a blink of an eye, a mere moment in time. What's 70-80 years compared to the billions and billions of eons of eternity? With my eternal destiny absolutely determined, I have no fear. Nor should any of you that have put your faith in The Lord, Jesus Christ. But if you haven't ever done so, you should be paralyzed with fear that you could die without Christ. So accept him and be done with it!
While I may not be all that bummed about my health, I am certainly bummed about having to go THIS long without an orgasm. It's been months since I last came. I can't believe Susan has the resolve she has to keep me in denial this long. She hardly ever even lets me touch my own pussy. I'm kept in chastity almost all the time unless I'm having a period. If you do have sympathy for me for anything it should be for this. Try talking Susan into letting me cum. Pleeeeease!!!!!!
Here are some pictures. Lauren, if there is any reposts, try to remain calm. ;-)
Andrea
1. Pink (pornstar)
2. Paula Abdul (judge on American Karaoke)
3. Paris Hilton (wet dream of Susan)
4. Heather Tom (soap opera actress and foot Goddess)
5. Sandra Oh (actress who lived between 1856-1994)
Friday, 24 July 2009
Update for Thursday 7/23
Hello,
Susan hasn't updated for a while so I will. By the way, Susan says for me to not refer to her as Mistress Susan anymore so now it's just "Susan". Either way, she's one cruel bitch. I never get to cum anymore and am always in bondage. It's so mean.
I'll do more of an update when I get some time. I'm at work right now.
Andrea
1. Nicole Richie
2. Laura Wright
3. Kate Winslet
4. Sarah Jessica Parker
Monday, 20 July 2009
MILF SOUP : "DUDE, YOUR AUNT IS HOT!" {KARRLIE DAWN}
Celeb feet update 7-19-09
Susan says no nudity on this blog, so I will obey her wishes and post celebrity feet pictures, something near and dear to my heart anyway. Susan took mercy on me today and let me stay inside instead of sending me out into the searing heat. It's about as hot as I've ever felt it today. I went out to throw away some garbage earlier with no shoes on and it felt like the bottoms of my feet were on fire.
I've also been given a break from chastity and the straitjacket today. I'm on no touch but Susan says she will do a tease session on me tonight, so my hopes are high that maybe I can cum tonight. God, I need some relief so bad.
I have gotten a chuckle watching all these women debate who's blog the Tease and Denial Queens really is. I guess everyone forgot that when Susan and I left Tantalism that she started the original T&D blog and I created the current blog known as the Denial Queens. I ran that blog for quite a while before leaving for Word Press. I turned it over to Susan at that time and that's why the URL has her name in it. But technically that blog was started by me and should be mine. And I remain suspended. But I'll be going for the ADM spot next time and intend on winning.
Take a look at some celeb feet, free of charge!
Britney Murphy (actress)
Elizabeth Berkley (actress)
Amanda Peet (snake worshiper)
Valerie Bertenelli (lead singer of Metallica)
Roma Downey Jr. (son of a bitch)
Wednesday, 15 July 2009
Can't sleep, so I'll do an update
11pm and I can’t sleep. Susan is sleeping. Jen is sleeping. Gee, I wonder why in the hell I can’t sleep. Maybe it’s because I haven’t cum in three months and I’m quite irritable. Mistress Susan gave me a chance a few nights ago with the dangling vibe tease. I’ve tried this tease before for fun but this time it counted. She said if I could cum from it she’d allow it.
She cuffed my wrists to the head board and left the Magic Wand hanging maybe a foot and a half above my pussy which is far. She didn’t warm me up, she just let me go at it from a cold start. It didn’t take that long before I was horny as hell but of course the vibrator wouldn’t stay still. I kept arching as high as I could go but it wouldn’t cooperate. When it would stay still I could only keep myself arched that high for so long with having to come down and rest.
Then to start all over. At one point I started to get close but I couldn’t make it last and my building orgasm slowly drifted away, along with the drifting wand. After about 20 minutes I reluctantly resigned myself to the fact that I wouldn’t be able to get myself off and I gave up. Tonight Susan got my hopes up at dinner that I have been a good girl and she might allow for some relief. She was just fucking with me and again denied me an orgasm after a lengthy tease session with vibrators and feathers.
Now my cold steel nemesis is back between my legs, a constant reminder of my hopeless situation. I’m desperate to cum but I’m totally at Susan’s mercy. Right now she’s showing none. Perhaps I deserve it after years of dishing out the same punishment. I also continue to be locked in the straitjacket quite often which is maddening. Talk about a helpless feeling.
I was hoping that Mistress Debra would reinstate me to the Queens blog while she is in charge but that also looks like it’s going nowhere. It seems as though I’ve been suspended for so long. A suspension by the way I find to be both unwarranted and excessive. I still have more than a month to go.
Well, I recently started wearing glasses because my eyes were blurry. I felt really nerdy at first but Susan says it makes me more sexy and she likes them and the people at work said they look good so I am getting used to them.
I still have not gotten to sniff any feet for over two months and I really miss it. Susan and Mistress Jen always make sure all shoes are locked in the closet so I have no access to them. Even my shoes are locked away. Each morning and directly after work, Susan sprays my feet with foot spray so there is zero chance that I can even enjoy smelling my own feet. It’s so devious. They just don’t sweat at all with that stupid stuff. Plus I think Susan has indeed gotten rid of my Domme boots. I haven’t seen them anywhere. She claims she doesn’t know where they are but I suspect they are gone fr good. Too bad, those pups smelled great.
Andrea
Friday, 10 July 2009
This Ain't Cheaters XXX : Amy Brooke
This Ain't Cheaters XXX : Amy Brooke |