Hello,
Once again, I think I'm knocking on death's door. For two months now I have been getting a burning/aching pain under my right rib cage. It happens every day around 12-1pm and usually lasts the rest of the day. Nothing seems to help it.
I have seen my doctor who did numerous blood tests to check liver and pancreas function. I also had an ultra sound to check for gallstones. Also gave me a blood test to check for the bacteria that causes ulcers. Everything checks out fine. She had a gastroenterologist call me for a consultation. He said what I was describing was a common complaint.
He looked at my recent chart and said I needed to lose about 15 lbs, which I already know. Mistress Jen has me on a strict diet so hopefully I can lose the weight. He said the extra weight can cause this aching problem but I'm starting to doubt it. It's not like I'm obese or anything.
I'm starting to suspect cancer of some sort. Maybe stomach, kidney, liver or pancreatic. Or maybe all those organs are infected. Whatever it is, it's making me miserable. I feel fine after a good nights sleep but by noon the burning is back. It really sucks.
I have paid Andrea the $10,000 owed to her for her portion of this house and finally she has moved out. She is living with Keena for the time being. I'm glad she has left. I want privacy with Mistress Jen and now we have it.
Mistress Jen has been nothing short of a phenomenal Mistress and girlfriend so far. She really makes me feel important, which I haven't felt in years. She's extremely strict with me but in a loving way.
I am finally off no touch and she trusts me enough not to keep me in chastity. She's given me a couple incredible teases so far but still no orgasm. But it can happen at any time. I don't have to wait until January 1st anymore and I hope she gives me an orgasm before that. It's great getting teased with the possibility of an orgasm.
I know Thanksgiving is right around the corner but it sure as hell doesn't feel like it around here. Temps in the mid 70s and we haven't seen a single cloud in over a week. Tomorrow is supposed to be even warmer. Oh joy. Next week is supposed to be in the lower 50s with rain though so that makes me happy.
I was watching Seinfeld between 7 and 8 tonight and when it was over I came in here to get online and left the TV on. In the background I now hear the absolute worst show in the history of television, Tyler Perry's House of Pain. Has there ever been a bigger pile of shit than this show? This makes MASH seem like a great show. Truly, truly stupid.
Nonsequitur us at it again. He is extremely pissed that I didn't run to him when Andrea gave me the boot. In a recent email to me, he said "Susan, all I want to do is stick my dick in your pussy and never pull it out. I want to marry you and this decision to be with Jen is a joke. One of these days you two will get a knock at your door and when you open it, the bearded lunatic will be there and at that moment you and your stupid shit lover Jen will both immediately be executed by yours truly. That's right, I'm going to bring my sword and behead both of you worthless carpet munching queers".
Sad but true that we have to put up with that kind of close mindedness in 2010. We called the Memphis PD and reported this but they said it was useless to pursue any legal action against Nonsequitur because all that will happen is Willie Herenton will grant him a full pardon. Maddening.
I guess we'll get to some celeb feet now. Mistress J isn't nearly as into my feet as Andrea was but she does rub them a lot for me, which I LOVE. I rub hers too!
Susan
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| Carrie Underwood |
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| Carmen Electra |
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| Tara Reid |
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| Hunter Tylo |
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| Kirstie Alley |
