Susan's orgasm vote

Hello,

This is 1/2 of Susan's annual orgasm vote. There will be no further updates to this blog until the voting is over. It will last for one week. It will not be an anonymous poll like the ADM polls are. You must vote with actual comments, leaving your name.

Andrea and Jen have always conducted these polls in the past but this year I will. They have always been really mean by saying just one or two votes will cancel out Susan's orgasm on her birthday but I intend to be fair. She's been denied for a very long time and I'll choose to be responsible about the vote.

This same message will be posted on the Tease and Denial blog also and the votes will be combined. This year it will take 8 no votes to keep Susan in denial. She is not allowed to come to this or the T&D blog starting right now for one week until the voting is over. I want her to worry about it all week.

Here's the deal, if she wins I will allow her to have her orgasm but just one and instead of one of us young pretty girls giving it to her, it will be old lady Bonita. If she loses this vote she will remain in denial and starting immediately on her birthday will begin 39 days of total no touch.

Happy voting!

Shannon

Sunday update 9/26/10

Hello,

Before I begin this update, I need to tell you that it will be the last update on this blog by anyone other than Shannon until Wed. October 6th.  She will begin my birthday orgasm voting tomorrow and it will run until Monday the 4th.  If all goes well, and I pray to God it will, I can have an orgasm FINALLY on my 39th birthday, Oct. 5.

I just want to make one last appeal on this blog because I will not be allowed to get on this blog or the TD Queens for one entire week during the voting.  That's going to suck not knowing what's going on but there's nothing I can do about it.

I want to say that unlike Andrea, I have no desire for this orgasm denial to continue.  It's been way too long already and I need to cum very soon.  I know a lot of you enjoy the thought of me in long term denial but try putting yourself in my situation.  99% of you would never be able to do it so please don't make me keep doing it.

The downside of winning is that my orgasm will be administered by Lady Bonita. Not exactly what I had hoped for but I'll take what I can get at this point.  I still want an orgasm from Mistress Jen more than anything but apparently that chance was lost forever on my last birthday vote.  She claims it will never happen. :( :( :(

I've been really watching what I eat since these stomach problems have started and I've lost five pounds.  I want to be happy about it but on the other hand, weight loss is a main symptom to a lot of cancers.  So I don't know if I should be happy or sad. :/

I'd love to sit here and blast my New York Stinkees for their unforgivable late season collapse but I know I'd start dropping f bombs all over the place and Shannon has me on a strict no swearing rule right now.  Believe me, it's been so very hard but I know if I screw up she's going to sell me car and keep the money and I'll still have to make the remaining payments and have nothing to show for except this stupid Dodge Colt I've been driving for several months now.

But concerning baseball, I have a feeling we'll see a rematch from two years ago between the Phillies and Rays.  I pray to God the result would be the same, a Phillies blow out because I absolutely can not stand Tampa Bay.  I know the Yankees are a first round exit no matter who they play, if they even make the playoffs and right now I hope they don't because gutless teams don't deserve to. I'd actually like to see the Twins make it this year but I suspect their starting pitching isn't strong enough. In the NL, it's Philadelphia all the way, no weak NL team can compete the American League built Phillies.

Just about a month before election time.  It should be the biggest mid term wipe out ever but never under estimate the GOP's ability to blow a sure thing. I'm getting sick and tired of them throwing Tea Party Republicans under the bus when they beat moderate to liberal Republicans in the primaries.

The last thing the GOP needs is moderates.  If your a moderate, go join the Democrats because all a moderate is is someone to humiliated to admit their mental illness, liberalism.  I don't believe there's any such thing as a moderate.  If us conservatives can't retake the Republican party away from the McCain's. Snow's and Collins of the world then I say let's make the Tea Party our home and leave the GOP.  It will mean short term defeat but long term domination. It would be so much easier just to eliminate the party names of Republicans and Democrats and just have liberal and conservative parties.

I still expect victory on election day because the majority of Americans are absolutely appalled by Obama and company.  For whatever reason people say they didn't know what they were voting for when they elected Obama with a super majority congress.  Well now you know.  How's it working out for you?

I had to get a chuckle when I was reading some comments on Nonsequitur's newest blog.  Some effing ditz asked him how he could possibly write so well about his fantasies while being affiliated with our Dittoheads blog.  The ditz went on to blast Rush Limbaugh up and down, showing his/her/it's incredible stupidity and asininity. 

First of all, what does writing about female denial have to do with ones political beliefs?  I'm to the right of Rush Limbaugh and many over the years have labeled me the best when it comes to writing about female orgasm denial. And for the record, I agree.

So let me get this straight.  The only way you can write about this sort of thing is if you believe it's okay to murder babies?  Only of you think taxes aren't high enough?  Only if you worship the federal government like it was God?  Only if you don't even believe in God?  Only if you believe in taking from hard working people to give to the worthless leaches of society?  Only if you believe in the greatest hoax in the history of mankind, global warming?  Only if you whole heartedly believe that America deserved 911?  Only if you believe two men or two women have the right to get married?  Only if you believe illegal aliens have the right to be here and even have more rights than real Americans?  Only if you believe the complete worthless lazy ass bums of society are entitled to free health care?  Only if you believe a Kenyan born man has the right to be the US President?   Only if you worship the ground Harry Reid and Nancy Pelosi walk on?  Only if you absolutely hate America and the United States military?  Only if you actively root for America to fail in WAR so it'll make George Bush look bad? Really?  That's the only way you can be able to write about this sort of stuff?

I'm sure that human piece of trash that wrote that comment on that blog doesn't visit this blog nor would he/she have the guts to write it on one of my blogs.  And quite frankly I don't want clits like that even visiting a blog I'm associated with anyway.  Ignorant asses like that are the reason America is teetering on the edge of the abyss. 

To criticize Rush Limbaugh or say he's stupid is truly the most pathetic and insane thing I've ever heard in all my years.  Rush Limbaugh has more brains in one of his pubic hairs than 99% of people have in their entire bodies.  There's a reason he's the most listened to and most successful radio talk show host in the history of mankind.  There's a reason Clear Channel, (my employer) pays him 38 million a year.  Because he's easily the most brilliant man to walk the planet since Albert Einstein. 

So this update is dedicated to the incompetent boob who wrote those asinine comments. Enjoy,  jackass!

Celeb feet update 9/25

Hello,

I have not been around much lately.  Bonita was in the hospital all week with gallbladder problems and I was there a lot.  They did a minor surgery on her and she seems to be doing better.  I'm not sure why I care so much as mean as she is to me but I do.  Deep down I know she likes me though she'd never admit it.

The way I feel, I might be the next one in the hospital.  Maybe I too have gallstones but at this point I'm quite certain I have cancer of some sort.  I'm not sure what kind yet, but likely stomach, pancreatic or liver cancer.  For over a week now I've felt like garbage.  Hardly an appetite, off and on burning pain in my stomach and under my rib cage.  I don't want to die so young but I have a feeling this is it. :(

In case you are not a member of the T&D Queens, I got my ass handed to me in the ADM Primary. Only a last minute vote kept me from finishing in dead last place.  So depressing.  I'm really starting to wonder if that blog will ever be mine again.

Miss Melanie won the Primary but is getting crushed by Keena in the General.  I really was hoping Miss Melanie would win but she will not.  I was shocked last year when Keena lost her re-election bid but I guess it was a fluke.  I have a sinking feeling she could be ADM for years if she puts her mind to it. I don't have anything against her but I want the blog back so bad that it hurts.

Susan

Alyssa Milano

Christina Aguilera

Eva Longoria

Reese Witherspoon

Diana Ross

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Celeb feet update Sept. 11th 2010

Hello,

Just a lazy day around here.  I am loving seeing my Oklahoma Sooners demolish the Florida St. Seminoles.  I absolutely despise the Seminole fans because of that stupid fucking chant they do ALL game long, EVERY game.  Yeah, that isn't very annoying and old is it?

Up until a year or two ago, Susan and I couldn't wait until the morning of September 11th because we would make lengthy patriotic tributes to 9-11-01.  But what's really the point anymore?  In the weeks and months following 9/11 there was an unprecedented feeling of hate towards Islam and Muslims in this country and overwhelming support of the patriot, George W. Bush.

But just seven short years after 9/11/01, the country stuck it's head up their ass and elected a fucking piece of shit Muslim as President of the United States.  And ever since any sense of National Pride in this country is virtually non existent from coast to coast and certainly in this household. 

In addition to electing a Muslim and a guy most likely with ties to Al Qaeda, the US also turned like a rattle snake on the great leader and Commander in Chief, George W. Bush.  All he did to deserve it was take the fight to Al Qaeda in both Afghanistan and Iraq, directing the terrorists attention to the mid east instead of America.  Numerous heads of Al Qaeda were either captured or killed and three of the world's biggest thugs, Saddam Hussein and his two sons were caught and killed. 

After 9/11 President Bush dedicated his life to fighting terrorism and we didn't have an attack for the rest of his presidency.  The man who promised to continue the Bush legacy of fighting terrorism, John McCain was soundly rejected by the idiotic voters in this country who have no brains or no stomach for war.  Now we're stuck with exactly what we deserve, an incompetent, inept, resounding douche bag who continues to side with Muslims and terrorists (one in the same) time after time.  So no, no 9/11 tribute today or for the rest of this prick lickers presidency.

Instead, I have something better, a tribute to beautiful feet!

Andrea

A true foot legend, Britney Spears

Saddam Hangs... Thank you George!

Hollie Madison, don't know who she is but those feet look very sniffable!

Sexiest pool player ever, Jeanette Lee

Jenna Fischer

Uday and Qusay shot dead by United States soldiers... Thank you George!

And thank you George for all the wonderful things you did for America. God Bless you always!

Celeb feet update 9/9/2010

Hello,

While most of you have long been asleep, I've been soaking in the bathtub.  I'm sick of taking cool showers and baths and tonight I decided to take a hot bath.  And yes, I played with my pussy a lot while soaking.  Don't worry, I didn't cum.

I had a brand new razor and really took my time shaving my legs, pussy and arm pits.  I feel so sexy and smooth right now.  I was doing some major fantasizing in the bath tonight too. 

In case you missed what Miss Melanie wrote to me in the comments section last night regarding the idea of been thinking about regarding permanent orgasm denial, I will post it for you.

Here are Miss Melanie's comments.

  Miss Melanie said...


Love the video of Winona fucking the puppet.



I think you should leave the permanent denial up to chance. How about this for drama? Hold out until Christmas day and edge yourself as many times as possible per day until then. Get every hot picture of celeb feet you like and plaster them all over your wall when you do this edging. Or maybe make it an entire collage of Winona. Whatever gets you the horniest.



By the time Christmas arrives you'll be as desperate as ever to cum. Spend literally all day edging to your pictures. Maybe have Susan rub her stinky feet over your nose for the last hour of the edging. You'll be ready to burst. Pick a time, let's say 10PM for the moment of truth.



Then at 10PM, flip one coin, preferably a silver dollar. Heads you get to cum while looking at the pictures and with Susan rubbing her feet on your face and you are free to cum whenever you want after that. The long nightmare of denial is over. But if you roll a tails, Susan removes her feet from your face, you stop looking at your pictures and begin reflecting on your new fate, permanent orgasm denial. Before you pledge to abide by the coin toss, you must put your hand on the Bible in front of all your friends and swear to God to abide by whatever the result is.



How's that?



Miss Melanie



September 8, 2010 4:13 PM


 
I read those comments last night and as soon as I read them my hands started trembling.  No, not some weird MS thing, it was because I was so turned on that she turned my mind into mush instantly. 
 
I thought about it for only a few minutes when I knew I had to go through with it.  The only thing I'll do differently is that I'll either wait until Jan.1 or April 29th.  Jan. 1 would mean that in addition to making it a whole year like I completed this past April, I would also have gone the whole calender year of 2010 without an orgasm.  If I wait until April 29th of 2011 it would mean I made it two entire years.
 
Of course all of it won't mean much if I roll a tails and I end up going the rest of my life without an orgasm.  But as of today, Sept. 9th 2010 I hereby pledge to stay in orgasm denial until at least January 1st, 2010.  No chance I'll cum even though after reading Melanie's post my need has become ten fold.
 
I tossed and turned all night, mad with desire.  I wanted so much to reach down and rub my clit until I came and last night it would have been the orgasm of a lifetime.  Could've, would've, should've but wasn't. 
 
But I plan on doing exactly what Miss Melanie said right down to the last detail. And FYI Melanie, I already have a collage of female celeb feet on a bulletin board in our room that I tease myself to all the time.  YOU are even on it!  And so is Minx.
 
I also hereby pledge to abide by the result of the coin toss and I'll have Susan, Jen and Shannon as witnesses at the moment of truth and I'll also swear on a Bible when the time comes.  My hands are shaking already just thinking of it. I don't think I've ever been so turned on in my life.
 
This is truly a life altering decision.  If I roll heads, it won't be, I'll just go back to cumming like a mad woman just like I did before April 29th, 2009.  But if I roll a tails, I may as well become a nun because I'll never again feel the joy of a mind blowing orgasm. In fact I'd probably put myself on permanent no touch as well except for hygiene of course as to not tempt myself.
 
Yes, I'm so fucking nervous already I can barely type. I can see my heart beating in my chest right now and my pussy is soaked completely through my panties and on to the desk chair.  Thank you Miss Melanie for giving me the perfect solution and something to both look forward to and dread like death at the same time.
 
I know a lot of you are rolling your eyes reading this thinking that even if I lose that I'll never go through with it.  Well if so, you don't know me at all.  I don't care how difficult it would be, I'd keep my word.  I'm also torn 50/50 as to how I hope it turns out.  If I roll heads it'll be the biggest sense of relief I've ever felt in my life, only to be followed seconds later by what'll no doubt be the greatest orgasm of my life.  If I roll a tails it'll be the ultimate feeling of heartbreak and loss I've ever felt.  Even worse than when my Neurologist confirmed the diagnosis of Multiple Sclerosis. 
 
Either way when I edge myself for hours and when I flip that coin, it'll be the longest and most exciting two seconds of my entire life.  Everything hangs in the balance. It's literally all or nothing because if it's heads I'll cum so many times it'll make Miss Minx's adventures seem like nothing.  And if it's tails, I'll get nothing and will probably immediately go into no touch.  Tell me what result you'd like to see and why!
 
I was crushed to read Bonita's decision not to let me spend time at her house to get tortured.  Since my official diagnosis nobody wants to fuck with me.  Jen and Shannon won't, Susan won't, and now even Bonita will not.  So I'm down to one last appeal.  Miss Keena?  How about it?
 
I was tied up and tortured quite often by all of these women when I already had MS anyway, it just hadn't been confirmed.  I'm 29 now and realistically I've likely had the disease since I was 20-22.  I had only been out of high school for a year or so when the earliest symptoms appeared.  I remember waking up one morning and my left arm was totally numb and it lasted all day.  I thought I had just really slept on it wrong.
 
But as the months went by more and more weird things started happening. Extremely sore muscles for no reason that lasted weeks.  Very weak legs. Fatigue.  At first doctors suspected lupus but that never appeared on tests.  But then I forgot all about it because I went into remission for years until about two years ago when things went haywire again.
 
But the point is, all that time even in the last two years when I was subbing, I had MS.  I DO NOT WANT TO BE TREATED LIKE A PIECE OF CHINA!!! I appreciate all of you ladies being concerned very much but it's my body and I know what I can take.  Shannon made the comment on the other blog that perhaps I was in denial about the seriousness of the disease.  Not at all.  I know it's serious but I don't want to stop living. I have a life to live and I intend on living it fully.  I have MS but MS doesn't have me.  I refuse to let it.
 
I know what precautions I need to take and if I want to take a hot shower once in a while I will.  If I want to get tied spread eagle and get tickled and teased I will.  Just because you tie me up doesn't mean you have to go all out in causing me major pain and tears.  You know I like the softer side anyway, like teasing and tickling.  Make me laugh, make me horny, don't let me cum but for God's sake LET ME LIVE! I'm no different than any of you, my nervous system is just a little off.  I'm not going to die from it, and nothing, even hard core torture will change it.  So please Jen. Please Shannon.  Please Keena and Bonita. Even you Susan my love, don't be afraid to fuck with me.  There's nothing to be worried about.  Tell them Nonsequitur, PLEASE! I promise you women that if you won't do it I'll find someone who will. 
 
I know I just sounded like a whiny little girl and perhaps I am.  But I don't know how else to get my point across.  Sometimes I'm better at putting it into words than I am actually saying it. 
 
I also want to add that I agree with Shannon that I was a little disappointed in Susan's post last night about my Dodgers.  When her teams struggle I don't get that way with her.  Maybe a little ribbing but the things she says about my Dodgers and Lakers are hurtful to me.  Plus it makes her sound really ignorant when she continues to say that the Lakers payed off the refs and stuff like that. Sure, LA probably got the benefit of some home court calls in game 7 but all teams do.  It's not right but it's just a fact. Nothing was fixed.  And when she says that she enjoyed watching Goose Gossage hit Ron Cey in the head with a 100mph fast ball, it really makes her sound both ignorant and heartless.  As much as I hated Barry Bonds I'd never want to see that happen to him.
 
So that is the reason I supported removing Susan as an ADM here and replacing that role with Shannon.  I'm all for free speech but some things are just over the top.  I really need to have a long talk with Susan this weekend and get through to her.  I feel like I'm the one 9 and a half years older than her sometimes. 
 
I'm sorry for such long, rambling updates here lately.  I'll try to stop going on and on and on. LOL  Let's end this by looking at some sexy feet!
 
Andrea
 
1. Amy Winehouse (current love interest of Nonsequitur)
2. Halle Berry (current and permanent love interest of me) :)

3. Hillary Duff (daughter of Brinkher)
4. Heidi Montag (former Governor of Michigan)
5. Serena Williams (oldest sister of Lauren)
 

 

I LOVE LA! NOTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!

Gotta type this post in blue.  Dodger Blue that is!!!!!  hahahahahaha

How predictable.  When Clueless Joe Torre arrived in LA three seasons ago after being fired by the 27 Time World Champions, the Dodgers were full of young up and coming exciting stars.  Eithier, Loney, Kemp, Kershaw, Billingsley, Broxton, etc., etc. 

As was the case when the gutless turd arrived in New York the shelves were fully stocked for him and he rode it into the playoffs in his first two years in LA.  But he didn't have the pros pros like Paul O'Neil, Tino Martinez, Derek Jeter, Jorge Posada, Andy Pettite, Mariano Rivera, Bernie Williams, David Wells, David Cone and Scott Brosious.  And in typical Joe Torre fashion, he got his ass kicked back to LA by the Phillies in both playoff runs.

Well here it is in year three and finally the once up and coming Dodgers have finally adapted Joe Torre's personality on the field.  Yep, after tonight's SHUT OUT to the Padres, the Dodgers are 68-70.  Stick a fork in these fuckers, they're finished.

When LA arrived in town in San Diego (The Whale's Vagina) the Padres had lost TEN fucking straight games.  But in this series they SWEPT the hapless Dodgers three games to zero and the Dodgers scored a whole three runs in the series.  How Joe Torre like.  Gutless, lifeless, no character.  How predictable.

What exactly is the excuse anyway, all the same guys are still there?  What's happened is just what I said, this team has fully adapted the lifeless personality of their manager and boy does it show.

Joe was shown the door in New York because for the last five years of his reign, the team which had superior talent and an owner willing to spend whatever it took, sleep walked it's way through one regular season after another, under achieving every step of the way but always doing just enough to make the playoffs.  Then once the playoffs rolled around the team was totally unprepared and totally outplayed in every aspect of the game, typically getting crushed in the first round and usually by the LA Angels.

It was absolutely no coincidence that the second year this dead head was gone, we cruised to the best record in baseball and easily won the World Series. And in year three without the ass clown we've somehow held on to the best record most of the year with significant injuries to Alex Rodriguez, Andy Pettite, Curtis Granderson and Jorge Posada.  Plus a totally rotten year from AJ Burnett.  But we've held on because we now have a manager that actually manages instead of yawning, picking his nose and sipping Aqua Fina all game long.  Joe Girardi actually inspires.  Check that, Jerry Girardi.  As long as fucking idiot Red Sox fans continue to refer to TERRY Francona as TITO Francona then Joe is Jerry, which was his father's name.  And while we're at it, Celtics coach Glenn "Doc" Rivers will now be referred to as Grady "Doc" Rivers which was Glenn's dad's name.  Stupid and immature I know but you can point your finger at the fucking dick heads who still call Terry Francona "Tito" because they started it.

Honestly, this rant didn't start out intended to paste the Red Sox, but they're always an easy target.  Actually this post didn't start off even intended to be a rant but my blood always starts to boil when I think of how Joe Torre cost the Yankees at least 3-4 World Series Titles from 2001 on. I'm just glad he's gone and fucking things up for the Dodgers.

Yeah, Andrea is all bummed out because the Dodgers are her team but I've hated those rotten bastards since I was a little girl.  Actually I hate everything from LA, from the Dodgers to the Lakers to Hollywood and to all the piece of shit liberals who infest the city.  But I hated the Dodgers from a young age.  I remember a whole other generation of Dodgers.  Yeager, Garvey, Lopes, Russell, Cey, Monday, Guerrero, Neidenfeuhr, Valenzuela and so on.  Barf city. One of my fondest childhood memories was the Yankees flame throwing closer beaming Dodgers Ron Cey right in the head in the World Series, knocking him out cold.  Tough luck for "The Penguin"  One of the lamest nick names of all time.

Alrighty, I'm done flaming the Shit Head Dodgers and their incompetent boob manager and their traitor bench coach Don "Never Won a World Series or Even Made it to One" Mattingly".  As I bow out, a final tribute for the fallen pricks from LA.

Celebrity Feet update 9/7/10

Hello,

The phones were dead today at work so the boss asked for volunteers to clock out early and go home.  So I did and I'm home!  As a result I will keep my promise and keep this blog lively with another update.

I was hoping for some peace and quiet today once I got home but someone is using a chain saw in the neighborhood and it's annoying.  But it's ok, after I do this update, I'm going to go lay on the bed and do some edging. I've kept myself on no touch for quite a few days in a row but today I'll end that and play with my deprived pussy. :)  Of course I will not cum though.

I've been struggling with the major decision about whether to keep myself permanently denied of orgasm or not.  The constant feeling of arousal is a great feeling and it does make me feel sexy that I have deprived myself of sexual release for so long. 

It's such a tough decision though.  I know it's one I'd regret if I choose to do it. I'm only 29 and haven't cum since I was barely 28 and I have so many years left of sexual peak.  I'm certain my MS won't take away my ability to have an orgasm, though there are days it does. 

If I do happen to choose permanent denial, it's a decision I'd have to live with.  I'm a woman of my word and if I did decide to do it I would never change my mind, despite how much I'd probably want to.  I just wish I had a stern Mistress to control my every move and take the decision out of my hands.

Nonsequitur has offered to be that person for me and even offered to divorce his wife and marry me.  And that is not me joking around either, he really would. I know his true intention on wanting to marry me is so he could sniff my feet every day.  He admitted recently that he jacks off to my picture of me showing my soles every day.  But I do not want a man controlling me nor do I want a husband.

Sometimes I fantasize about taking a trip to SF for a week or so and let Brinkher control me.  I often wonder what she'd do to me.  She seems like a nice girl but I've always suspected she could be really cruel if need be.  Would she get revenge on me for my political beliefs?  And would she let me turn the tables on her?  I have to admit, I kind of have a crush on her.

I also still have a crush on Erin who has not been around in ages.  I lost her email address and often think of her.  Now I have no doubt Erin would have no problem being a cruel bitch to me.  I wish she'd come back.

And then there is our old friend Miss Minx from Canada, a former Tantalism member.  It has always been Susan who had an insatiable crush on Minx and still keeps an 8 x 10 picture of her right on this computer desk but I have to admit she has some luscious looking feet and is a very pretty girl.  I'd be more interested in domming her than having her domme me though. That girl definitely needs to orgasm denial in her life.  Like months worth!

No that I've discussed some of my real life fantasies, let's get into some celeb fantasies.  One woman I've always dreamed about is Winona Ryder.  Had I been the security guard in that store she stole all those clothes from that night, I would have made a deal with her first.

I would have told her that I would not call the police or make her pay restitution if I could take her back in the warehouse and tie her up and make her pay for stealing.  I would cuff her hands high above her head in a standing position and put her ankles in a spreader bar.

I would cut off all her clothes and the instant her shoes were torn off her feet I'd go down and sniff and lick her feet.  I've always imagined her feet to be perfect. Sweaty and musty and oh so ticklish.  Then yes, I'd tickle her for hours.

Then I'd spank her ass with a ruler until it glowed with redness.  Finally I'd tease that eager pussy of hers and deny her repeatedly until juices ran down her legs.  Then I'd untie her, tell her to get dressed and then I'd call the cops anyway just to see her taken away in hand cuffs.

Even if she reported me, I'd just say it was a ridiculous allegation from a thief who was pissed at a loss prevention officer who caught her stealing and called the police on her.  I'm sure they'd believe me and not a thief.  And if you ever happen to read this Winona, I just want you to know I think you are the hottest chick on the planet!

Now for the picture part of this celeb feet update.  How about some Winona?

I'll bet these shoes make Winona's feet sweat like crazy and make them smell like heaven!