Friday update

Good afternoon,

I am home again today from work.  I very well may get fired for missing so much work lately but that's to be expected.  If I do I am going to try to go on disability.  One bright side about having MS is that it will likely get me out of jury duty permanently. :D 

I went to Walmart this morning and went hog wild, spending nearly $300.  Mainly stuff we need though.  Jen actually let me go w/o my chastity belt today so I'm enjoying a sense of freedom.  She placed me on no touch though so it's not enough freedom.

I'm actually getting used to the fact that I can't cum.  It doesn't make it any easier to bear but I no longer feel it is a right.  Each day I still hold on to at least a ray of hope that I'll get an orgasm but I believe Jen when she says it won't be until after the new year.  She doesn't play mind games in that way.

I'd still rather be in my position that Susan's though.  I'd say my odds are much better with Jen in charge than Susan's are with Bonita.  It makes you wonder if Susan will ever cum again. hehe

Maybe I spoke too soon about the World Series being over.  Now it's 1-1 and the pitching match up favors NY in game 3.  Andy Pettitte has been great this year and Cole Hammels has pretty much sucked shit.  If the Yankees win game 3 they have a great chance.  But if they lose and then have to go against Cliff Lee in game 4 they're finished.

This morning Nonsequitur sent me a current picture of him that he wanted me to share on this blog.  So here he is...

Likewise Erin the Total Bitch also sent me a picture of herself to share on this blog. Here is Erin...

I don't know why these people can't display their own pictures on their own blogs or Myspace but whatever.  I'll gladly post pics of them if they want me to.

Here are todays pictures...

 

Ava Gardner

Audrey Hepburn

Gene Tierney

Jane Russell

Kim Novak

Thursday 10/29

Hello,

I received word late this afternoon that our friend Limittest is in Massachusettes General Hospital.  He was feeding a horse this afternoon and the horse became hostile and proceeded to bite of the cock and balls of Limittest.  Currently he is in surgery and the doctors say he has a 90% of living but only a 10% chance of regaining any usage of his package.  While being brought in to the hospital, Limittest was yelling to reporters "You better fix me, I have never gotten to fuck Susan yet".  We'll see what happens. As I can attest to, bad breaks happen.

For the first time ever, Susan did not fly into a hideous rage when the Yankees lost an important game last night.  She didn't even break a remote control, cuss, flip the TV off or anything.  When Phillies 2bman Chase Utley hit the HR in the 3rd inning to make it 1-0 Philly, she simply turned the TV off and said the game was over.  She was right.  I'll take it a step further, this entire series are over.  The Yanks look as uninterested and dead as they did under Joe Torre. Maybe Jen, Shannon and Bonita are enough of a detourent to her that she won't do these things anymore.

Well, now it's time to continue the theme of classic actresses.  But first I will share in my utter humiliation that these girls have cooked up for me.  Once a week, my chastity belt is removed for a couple hours and I am allowed to edge myself, w/o cumming of course.  However instead of looking at Lindsay Lohan, Jennifer Garner, Alexa VonTess or Kendra James, I am forced to look at the following picture of Susan Boyle.

How disgusting is that? 

On to the classics...

 

Grace Kelly

Judy Garland

Janet Leigh

Mary Tyler Moore

Sophia Loren

I don't know about you but I'd love to take a journey back in time and get a huge whiff of Sophia Loren's soles! :P :P :P

 

Wed update

Good afternoon,

I am home from work again today so I guess I'll do an update.  I was sorry to see that Miss Melanie is having health problems also.  It really does have a chilling effect on blogging.  Believe me, I know.

I talked to Susan last night and let her know that I would like her to remain the sub of Jen, along with me.  I know she has hopes that I'll return to my old form and be the strong, cruel bitch Mistress that I once was.  But I simply can't do it.  

My life as I knew it is all but over.  I'm never going to feel better again and I know it. My life has turned into a miserable existence and I just don't have it in me to be a Domme.  You have to feel powerful to be that and I feel sick and weak all the time. I want to remain girlfriends with Susan but I know she doesn't want to Domme me and vice versa.  

My doctor has prescribed a muscle relaxer for me called Flexeril and it makes me so sleepy.  I do have to admit that I love sleeping more than ever now because it provides a temporary escape for me.  In my dreams, I'm my old active self, running, playing softball, being a mean Mistress and laughing.  Sometimes when I go to bed I truly hope I never wake up again.

Well, enough of that depressing stuff.  Tonight the World Series begins.  I don't have a preference on who I want to win.  It's two great teams and can go either way.  Shannon did not let Susan watch any of the Yankees clinching win in the ALCS and didn't even let her DVR it.  I felt sorry for Susan.

For a while, I will forget about the young, hot women like Lindsay Lohan, Selma Blair and Megan Fox and will instead go back in time and post pictures of the classic actresses and celebs.  I'll miss the current hotties but these women from yesteryear deserve some recognition for a while too!  So let's get to it!

Doris Day

Barbara Hale

Fay Webb

 Lam Fung (Mother of Limittest)

Tallulah Bankhead

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Sat 10/24

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Congrats to Joyce Marie and the Phillies

Hi Joyce,

Congratulations to you and the Philadelphia Phillies!  You guys played great and kicked our asses in this series.  No excuses, the better team won.  I was hoping this would be the Dodgers year but it wasn't meant to be.  I think Susan was right when she said that the Dodgers had been playing over their heads all season.  Our pitching is awful. 

The Phillies have what it takes to repeat as champs but the Yankees or Angels will be tough.  I'm happy for you Joyce that your team is in the World Series and hopefully next year we'll meet you guys again in the NLCS!  Good luck to you!

Andrea

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Tuesday update 10/20

Good evening,

My recent string of good luck came to an abrupt halt today.  I woke up with major pins and needle sensations from head to toe and my legs hurt like hell and felt like they weighed 200 lbs. a piece.  Then at work, I was so tired that I had to come home early.  I slept a few hours and feel a little better. Life with MS is a roller coaster of peaks and valleys. 

It truly makes you appreciate the times of good health that you never think about when you are healthy.  I'm hopeful the winter will mean better health with fewer flares but if not it might be time to start the standards treatments for relapsing MS but all of them come with the risk of major side effects.  

I will try to pop in to chat tomorrow night but I make no promises.  If I do make it, it'll give you the opportunity to see that I'm not really a bitch like some of you surely think.  When I was a Mistress and during my days on Tantalism I tried to make people think I was something I'm not.  Yes, I hate people of certain political, racial and religious back grounds but most people do.  I'm not mean to anyone in real life though and will make friends with just about anyone.  I even have black friends and liberal friends.  To be honest though, if I know someone is an Athiest I try to stay away from them.  I find it utterly reprehensible that some people choose to believe there is no God.  How truly arrogant.  

God is what is getting me through this MS stuff with a half way sane mind.  Yes, it's terribly depressing to know I'll spend the rest of my life dealing with stuff like today and likely much worse at times.  Even more depressing that I have no relatives with the disease which put me at .1% chance of getting it.  Just my luck though I got it.  But I know I don't walk alone, I have the Lord Jesus Christ by my side every step of the way.  Jesus is the only security you have in this world but he's the only security you need.  When I die I'll leave this mortal body with MS behind and trade it in for immortality.  No pain, no hunger, no fatigue and no tears.  Forever and ever.  Best of all, an eternity in the presence of Lord Jesus.  For whosoever calls upon His name shall be saved".   I do call upon his name and He's my Savior.

Why do I bring this up from time to time?  Because Christ himself ordered his disciples to go into the world and preach the good news.  I may not seem like it at times but I am a disciple.  Yes, I have many issues but so does every man, woman and child, past, present and future.  But if you die in your sins without Christ you'll surely spend an eternity in hell.  Rest assured hell is real and is patiently waiting for all unbelievers.  Get right while you still can.  You can also rest assured that Jesus will keep his word and will create a home for you in Heaven if you place your trust in him. Believe it!

I kind of feel weird posting some pictures of naked feet after what I just said but as mentioned, nobody is perfect.  Besides, it's just feet right? I know I shouldn't, but here it goes anyway!

Tia Mowry

Whitney Port

Halle Berry

Nicole Kidman

Jodie Foster